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It's late. It's very, very late. And he has no idea what he's doing. He has no idea what he's doing.
He's not drunk - a little, maybe, but not enough to actually blame it. He's been at the club all day, finishing repairing the damage that he'd wrought with his cane. He'd thought about going home, but his apartment doesn't feel like home anymore, because home was on the tenth floor, with windows that opened onto the roof.
And what he is is lonely. And he's found something for that - not a cure. But a distraction.
And maybe it isn't fair. But what about life is?
He knocks on Jesper's door and then leans against the wall and waits.
He's not drunk - a little, maybe, but not enough to actually blame it. He's been at the club all day, finishing repairing the damage that he'd wrought with his cane. He'd thought about going home, but his apartment doesn't feel like home anymore, because home was on the tenth floor, with windows that opened onto the roof.
And what he is is lonely. And he's found something for that - not a cure. But a distraction.
And maybe it isn't fair. But what about life is?
He knocks on Jesper's door and then leans against the wall and waits.
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Date: 2016-09-14 08:30 pm (UTC)He returns to toying with Kaz's shirt buttons. "You're a little overdressed for entertainment though."
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Date: 2016-09-14 08:33 pm (UTC)"So do something about it," says Kaz, smirking. "Don't look at me." He isn't the one in charge here.
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Date: 2016-09-14 08:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-14 08:49 pm (UTC)"You wouldn't have me different," he says because, miraculously, that seems to be true. He whimpers at the bite to his throat, though, his body arching.
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Date: 2016-09-14 09:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-14 09:09 pm (UTC)Kaz has been carrying around marks for years, but all of them are easily hidden by tailoring. Still, he likes that Jesper takes the time to mark him. He's not going to examine why too closely.
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Date: 2016-09-14 09:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-15 08:50 pm (UTC)Kaz finds himself quite content to lie there, subject to Jesper's ministrations. He lifts one hand, smoothing it over Jesper's hair, tracing the delicate curve of his ear with the pad of his thumb.
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Date: 2016-09-17 05:27 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-17 08:33 am (UTC)Jesper kisses down his throat, his chest, and a heavy shiver goes through Kaz's whole body. He lifts his head, just so he can watch. Only inej has ever lavished attention and affection on him like his. Only she ever thought he deserved it.
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Date: 2016-09-17 04:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-17 04:46 pm (UTC)It feels like his skin is on fire, like every brush of Jesper's lips trails sparks. He leans up, shrugging out of his shirt, leaving himself stripped to the waist.
He flushes, uncharacteristically self-conscious.
"You like what you see?"
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Date: 2016-09-17 05:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-17 05:43 pm (UTC)"For as long as you've known me," says Kaz, but he isn't teasing. He says it with warmth and fondness. One hand rests against his stomach, palm to trembling muscles.
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Date: 2016-09-17 05:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-17 05:55 pm (UTC)"So you tell me," says Kaz, lifting his hips, pushing up into Jesper's touch. "Often."
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Date: 2016-09-17 06:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-17 06:36 pm (UTC)"I like hearing you say it," he says, the admission almost shy. He's given up trying to figure out what he's doing here. He lifts his hips slightly under Jesper's attentions.
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Date: 2016-09-17 06:52 pm (UTC)Smiling, as always, he kisses him on the mouth and then undoes the button of his trousers, tugging them open.
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Date: 2016-09-17 07:13 pm (UTC)"Keep saying it," he says, lifting his hips to help Jesper with his trousers. The apartment is warm and Jesper is warmer, and Kaz closes his eyes and just lets himself drift in it for a moment.
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Date: 2016-09-17 08:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-17 08:56 pm (UTC)Stripped almost naked, Kaz grins, feeling young and free for the first time in years, since before his father died, maybe. There's something he enjoys about all of his bare skin, about Jesper still dressed. No hiding how into this he is.
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Date: 2016-09-17 08:59 pm (UTC)Jesper smiles and then lets out a long, low sigh. "I need to get the sheathes from the bedroom."
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Date: 2016-09-17 09:01 pm (UTC)"Okay," says Kaz, letting out a brief sigh, biting his lip for a second before he makes himself relax. He drapes his arms over his head, shows that he intends to do nothing but wait.
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Date: 2016-09-17 09:05 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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