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Sep. 10th, 2016 08:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It's late. It's very, very late. And he has no idea what he's doing. He has no idea what he's doing.
He's not drunk - a little, maybe, but not enough to actually blame it. He's been at the club all day, finishing repairing the damage that he'd wrought with his cane. He'd thought about going home, but his apartment doesn't feel like home anymore, because home was on the tenth floor, with windows that opened onto the roof.
And what he is is lonely. And he's found something for that - not a cure. But a distraction.
And maybe it isn't fair. But what about life is?
He knocks on Jesper's door and then leans against the wall and waits.
He's not drunk - a little, maybe, but not enough to actually blame it. He's been at the club all day, finishing repairing the damage that he'd wrought with his cane. He'd thought about going home, but his apartment doesn't feel like home anymore, because home was on the tenth floor, with windows that opened onto the roof.
And what he is is lonely. And he's found something for that - not a cure. But a distraction.
And maybe it isn't fair. But what about life is?
He knocks on Jesper's door and then leans against the wall and waits.
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Date: 2016-10-02 05:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-02 05:28 pm (UTC)"If you tell anyone, I'll slice strips off you," says Kaz, touching the crown of Jesper's head lightly with one hand, the texture of his hair against his palm.
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Date: 2016-10-02 08:46 pm (UTC)Jesper hums and nuzzles at the hollow of Kaz's chest now, a hand sliding up his thigh at the same time. "Liar."
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Date: 2016-10-02 08:47 pm (UTC)"Do you really want to risk it?" asks Kaz, smiling, skimming the very tips of his fingers over Jesper's shoulders.
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Date: 2016-10-02 08:49 pm (UTC)He smudges a kiss along Kaz's stomach, just above his navel and then just beneath. "Everything I am is risk."
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Date: 2016-10-02 08:57 pm (UTC)He can guess where Jesper is headed and his breath catches, a little bit, at the thought of it.
"You never did think things through."
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Date: 2016-10-03 02:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-03 04:01 pm (UTC)"I do," says Kaz lifting his hips slightly. His cock is taking notice of the gentle attention and he flushes faintly, lifting his head so that he can look down at Jesper. "I did."
He still is though, isn't he? A little. Here. Now.
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Date: 2016-10-03 06:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-03 07:23 pm (UTC)He's almost unbelievably sensitive under the brush of Jesper's lips and he focuses, turns his not inconsiderable will to the task of staying still under Jesper's ministrations.
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Date: 2016-10-03 07:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-03 07:28 pm (UTC)He can't keep a coherent thought in his head while Jesper's doing that to him with his mouth. He can't focus. He lifts his hips a little, gasping when his cock brushes Jesper's lips.
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Date: 2016-10-03 07:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-03 07:56 pm (UTC)Jesper is better at this than Inej was, but that makes sense - with how much it must have cost Inej to be with him like this. His breath catches like that. He tries not to hold them in the same thought in his head.
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Date: 2016-10-03 08:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-03 08:30 pm (UTC)Kaz lets himself gets lost in it in the slide of Jesper's mouth, the tease of it.
"Please," he says. It slips out softly, like a prayer.
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Date: 2016-10-03 08:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-04 04:31 pm (UTC)There is no way on earth or in the saint-filled Heavens that Kaz could have been prepared for a look like that. He moans, his head falling back against the pillow as the warm wet heat of Jesper's mouth slides over the full length of his cock.
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Date: 2016-10-04 09:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-04 09:31 pm (UTC)Kaz finds himself fascinated, his head lifted to watch Jesper's mouth slide up and down the length of his cock. He whimpers. He's not going to laugh. He can feel it.
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Date: 2016-10-04 09:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-04 09:35 pm (UTC)"Ah!"
The sound that Kaz makes is raw, sharp, sudden. His back arches. "Jes, I can't..."
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Date: 2016-10-04 09:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-04 09:40 pm (UTC)He can't hold onto it. He can't keep a handle on it, not with Jesper working him over like that. He whimpers right before he comes, his hips trembling.
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