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It's late. It's very, very late. And he has no idea what he's doing. He has no idea what he's doing.
He's not drunk - a little, maybe, but not enough to actually blame it. He's been at the club all day, finishing repairing the damage that he'd wrought with his cane. He'd thought about going home, but his apartment doesn't feel like home anymore, because home was on the tenth floor, with windows that opened onto the roof.
And what he is is lonely. And he's found something for that - not a cure. But a distraction.
And maybe it isn't fair. But what about life is?
He knocks on Jesper's door and then leans against the wall and waits.
He's not drunk - a little, maybe, but not enough to actually blame it. He's been at the club all day, finishing repairing the damage that he'd wrought with his cane. He'd thought about going home, but his apartment doesn't feel like home anymore, because home was on the tenth floor, with windows that opened onto the roof.
And what he is is lonely. And he's found something for that - not a cure. But a distraction.
And maybe it isn't fair. But what about life is?
He knocks on Jesper's door and then leans against the wall and waits.
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Date: 2016-09-18 09:01 am (UTC)It feels, he thinks, a little bit ridiculous, lying there so on display like that, waiting for Jesper to come back and do whatever he wants to him. Kaz flexes his fingers, feels the air on his palms. He fidgets a little against the couch cushions, arches his back a little. He shifts, ghosting the fingertips of one hand along the twitching length of his cock.
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Date: 2016-09-18 07:21 pm (UTC)"Naughty."
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Date: 2016-09-18 07:25 pm (UTC)"So punish me then," says Kaz, all cocky confidence for a moment, which would feel familiar, surely, after all of those days in the Barrel. He curls his fingers around his cock, strokes himself more definitely.
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Date: 2016-09-18 07:33 pm (UTC)"Well," he says, breath still catching. "If you've got things well in hand, I guess you don't need me to do anything for you. Or to you."
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Date: 2016-09-18 07:38 pm (UTC)Raising an eyebrow, Kaz strokes his cock one more before he takes his hand away and puts his hands down next to his head, in a gesture very like surrender.
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Date: 2016-09-18 07:39 pm (UTC)He moves to the couch, and crouches over Kaz to kiss him. The motion lets Kaz's cock press against Jesper's through his trousers.
"Better?"
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Date: 2016-09-18 07:44 pm (UTC)The kiss is good, but the brush of Jesper's cock against his is better. He swallows, and then he nods.
"Better."
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Date: 2016-09-18 07:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-18 08:03 pm (UTC)Kaz is quite content to be led, his fingers twined in Jesper's. What are you doing to me? he wants to say. What is this?
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Date: 2016-09-18 08:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-18 08:33 pm (UTC)He's bent, held and it's amazing, it's everything that he needs. He arches, slightly, into the soft kisses against his skin, revels at the feel of the lips on his back.
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Date: 2016-09-18 09:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-18 09:51 pm (UTC)He finds himself more than content to just lean there, weight caught on his hands against couch cushions to that his weight isn't leaned on his weak leg. He bites his lip.
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Date: 2016-09-18 10:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-19 05:23 pm (UTC)He is still not, entirely, used to the feeling of being penetrated. He lets his head drop forward, shifting his hips slightly against the press of Jesper's finger.
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Date: 2016-09-19 07:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-19 07:11 pm (UTC)"Maybe I would," says Kaz, his breath catching a little. He squirms his hips back a little. "If that was what I wanted."
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Date: 2016-09-19 08:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-20 03:34 pm (UTC)"As crystal," breathes Kaz, closing his eyes and rocking back into the way that Jesper;'s touching him, the way that Jesper kisses his scars like they're beautiful or like they're not even there.
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Date: 2016-09-20 05:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-20 07:18 pm (UTC)"More," says Kaz, smiling. He isn't quite at the point of begging, not just yet, but he might get there. He sighs, content.
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Date: 2016-09-20 09:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-21 05:35 pm (UTC)He bites his lip at the slight stretch of the second finger, his eyelashes fluttering slightly. He makes a soft, breathy sound, rocking his hips back.
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Date: 2016-09-21 06:21 pm (UTC)"You're being so good," he murmurs, forgetting himself.
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Date: 2016-09-21 07:38 pm (UTC)Kaz wonders at how much he likes hearing that, that quiet praise that sounds on the doorstep of prayer. He swallows, arching his back a little.
"I'm trying to be," he says. First time for everything.
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