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Kaz Brekker ([personal profile] everymonstrousthing) wrote2016-09-10 08:37 pm
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It's late. It's very, very late. And he has no idea what he's doing. He has no idea what he's doing.

He's not drunk - a little, maybe, but not enough to actually blame it. He's been at the club all day, finishing repairing the damage that he'd wrought with his cane. He'd thought about going home, but his apartment doesn't feel like home anymore, because home was on the tenth floor, with windows that opened onto the roof.

And what he is is lonely. And he's found something for that - not a cure. But a distraction.

And maybe it isn't fair. But what about life is?

He knocks on Jesper's door and then leans against the wall and waits.
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-04 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"We have," Jesper says, smile unfurling. Shuffling back up the bed, he lays alongside Kaz and palms himself casually. "You looked..." He's never seen Kaz's face like that. He loves it.
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-04 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
"Like a statue of a saint in ecstasies. Only better, because I know you're no saint," Jesper says. Sighing out, he shifts so that he's lying on his back, stroking himself. "You don't have to do anything." Even so, his glance flicks to Kaz hand. It's no demand, just a hope.
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-05 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Do you want to touch me?" he asks. This time, when he looks at Kaz through his eyelashes, it's purely an accident.
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-05 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Jesper laughs. "It's not calculus, Kaz," he says. "I know you feel good when I touch you. Think of that."
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-05 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Just like Wylan, he thinks, and then regrets thinking. Kaz's touch is light, still so much more timid than Jesper would ever expect of him, but it's there and it makes his skin jump. "Pretend I'm an especially pretty algebra problem, then?"
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-05 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
It makes him breath in, skin rising up in goose bumps where Kaz's nail tickles at him. "Only just noticing my charm?"
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-05 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
His skin goes taut under Kaz's fingertips, all of him available for Kaz to see. He doesn't answer either, taking Kaz's other hand now and putting it on his cock so that he can fold his hand around Kaz's. "I'll show you."
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-05 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
He's easy enough to please, especially since he's already come tonight. The motion is simple, a little perfunctory but there's always more they can do later. If Kaz stays.
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-06 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"See, not so difficult," Jesper says, even as his breathing speeds up. Kaz is kissing him now, soft and curious and Jesper feels explored, as if he's a lock that Kaz wants to see opened.
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-06 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mm, yeah," Jesper says, turning to kiss whatever part of Kaz that he can reach. "Keep doing that." He can feel the warmth as it crawls through his skin, makes him feel alive and needing.
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-06 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Kaz is kissing him rather than acquiescing to a kiss Jesper started, choosing to kiss him. It's a small thing but it makes him feel good, trusted, desirable. Jesper arches his back, rolls his hips into Kaz's touch.
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[personal profile] materialnik 2016-10-06 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Jesper lets his own hand fall away and gives control over to Kaz when the pressure changes. He's a quick study and Jesper just needs to be touched, needs just a little more.

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